poetry for breakfast

Piano lesson

                                                                  I'm eight years old

 

Piano lesson at the neighbors', Mr and Mrs J.

I'm in their apartment for the first time,

which smells different from ours(ours has no smell,

or so I think). Everywhere carpets,

thick Persian carpets. I know that they are Armenians,

but don't know what that means.Armenians have carpets,

 

 

dust wanders through the air,imported

from Lvov,medieval dust.

We don't have carpets or Middle Ages.

We don't know who we are- maybe wanderers.

Sometimes I think we don't exist.Only others are.

The acoustics are great in our neighbors' apartment.

 

 

It's quiet in this apartment.A piano stands in the room

like a lazy, tamed predator- and in it,

at its very heart, dwells music's black ball.

Mrs J. told me right after the first

or second lesson that I should take up languages

since I showed no talent for music.

 

 

I show no talent for music.

I should take up languages instead.

Music will always be elsewhere,

inacessible, in someone else's apartment.

The black ball will be hidden elsewhere,

but there may be other meetings,revelations.

 

 

I went home, hanging my head,

a little saddened,a little glad - home,

where there were no smell of Persia,only amateur paintings,

watercolors,and I thought with bitterness and pleasure,

that I had only language, only words, images,

only the world.

 

 

(translation: Clare Cavanagh)